“Then Jesus told them a parable about their need to pray always and not to lose heart. He said, ‘In a certain city, there was a judge who neither feared God nor had respect for people. In that city, there was a widow who kept coming to him and saying, ‘Grant me justice against my opponent.’ For a while he refused, but later he said to himself, ‘Though I have no fear of God and no respect for anyone, yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will grant her justice, so that she may not wear me out by continually coming.’ And the Lord said, ‘Listen to what the unjust judge says. And will not God grant justice to his chosen ones who cry to him day and night? Will he delay long in helping them? I tell you, he will quickly grant justice to them. And yet, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on earth?'”
~ Luke 18.1-8, NRSV
This morning, I am thinking of how race makes us unjust judges, that our prejudices can be so strong that we neither fear God nor have respect for people, that we don’t know that we are wrong and that there are right- behaving people of all cultures, that while we pass laws and enforce them, that we seek justice but we are not justice, we are not the law and certainly not above it, that we all need the law and are subject to it: both police officer and citizen.
This morning, I thought, “What if God is the widow, pleading with us to be an answered prayer for the people of Ferguson, of New York City, of Beavercreek, of Cleveland?” Many of us feel called to judge or are in a position to judge but we are not just, whether we wear badges or not. We do not uphold the law or respect it; yet, we make demands of it when one of our members crosses the line or breaks a law that we really believe in. And there are those of us who still want to exact our own justice– even after the grand jury’s verdicts in several of the cases mentioned.
But, we can’t be just judges because we don’t know when to stop punishing. We don’t know how to stop needing to exact pain when we have been hurt. We don’t know the difference between justice and revenge.
We can’t be just judges because we are blinded by our own racial devotion, co-opted by our own histories and traditions of prejudice and stereotype. We really don’t see persons a part from these lenses and it throws off our scales of justice. So, let’s very slowly, put the guns and the protest signs down.
Jesus’ parable reminds us that if we feel as if we are the widow today, as police officer or citizen, that there is a Higher Court. And if we do not mind waiting on God, then God will certainly answer– but it will be His decision not ours. He is always just and the Judge of us all.